State of Heart
Looking. Not actively... not actively looking. I filled that void by myself a long time ago, I'm not looking for that anymore. Right now, I'm looking for someone to complement me... a decent hue, a warm color. Someone who makes me feel comfortable medium rare steaks (note plurality) in front of them, someone who'll take me to a place with decent steaks. Getting distracted again... Where I'm at right now gives me the privildge to meet lots of people but it's rare for me to meet people I'd actually want to miss work for. Capricorn. Workaholic. That's one thing I'm looking for... someone interesting enough to pull me away from my daily grind. It comes so few and far in between.

State of Mind
To stay or to go? To be a foreigner or to be content with home? Life is real simple, real easy for me right now. I get up at 8:30, be at work at 9. Go home at 6 and be drunk by 10... repeat. Do I dare? Do I dare leave this bubble? Shit has been on my mind for some time now.

State of Soul
I feel... strangely satisfied. It's supposed to be a fleeting feeling but it's been here for a while. I see the ocean, the sunrise and the sunset and I feel calm.. I feel mellow. But being me and having a tendency to up and leave whenever things start becoming to feel comfortable. Knowing me, I have a tendency to ruin good things.

Going back to my Red Horse now.